Showing posts with label sanskrit. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sanskrit. Show all posts

Friday, July 11, 2014

Guru Purnima



Saturday, July 12 is Guru Purnima.

"Yogacharaya Shri K. Pattabhi Jois (Guruji) was born on the full moon of July 1915, in Kowshika, a small hamlet located 150 kilometers from Mysore in the southern state of Karnataka..."



Chant the Guru Stotram.





Practice with Sharath in the US.




"They thought that the boys and men that would come to my class would be a bit shy because I’m a woman. But I was determined; this was something I wanted to do. So I did it! The decision was all mine..."



Guruji's teacher: Tirumalai Krishnamacharya




Mary Flinn was one of my first serious teachers



Guy Donahaye was my first Mysore teacher


om ajnana-timirandhasya jnananjana-salakaya 
caksur unmilitam yena tasmai sri-gurave namah

Saturday, July 5, 2014

History of Sanskrit Language

Sanskrit. While it is the language of yoga, you don't need to be a scholar in order to practice. However, if you are interested in broadening your knowledge, getting familiar with Sanskrit is a great place to start. Here's a quick overview of the history of the language and all you need is two minutes.


Sunday, December 2, 2012

Monday, September 24, 2012

Ashtanga Yoga Dictionary: Tristhana

त्रिस्थान tristhāna

Definition via KPJAYI.org:
This means the three places of attention or action: posture, breathing system and looking place. These three are very important for yoga practice, and cover three levels of purification: the body, nervous system and mind. They are always performed in conjunction with each other.
Asanas [āsana] purify, strengthen and give flexibility to the body. Breathing is rechaka and puraka, that means inhale and exhale. Both the inhale and exhale should be steady and even, the length of the inhale should be the same length as the exhale. Breathing in this manner purifies the nervous system. Dristhi [dṛṣṭi] is the place where you look while in the asana. There are nine dristhis: the nose, between the eyebrows, navel, thumb, hands, feet, up, right side and left side. Dristhi purifies and stabilizes the functioning of the mind.
For cleaning the body internally two factors are necessary, air and fire. The place of fire in our bodies is four inches below the navel. This is the standing place of our life force. In order for fire to burn, air is necessary, hence the necessity of the breath. If you stoke a fire with a blower, evenness is required so that the flame is not smothered out, or blown out of control.
The same method stands for the breath. Long even breaths will strengthen our internal fire, increasing heat in the body which in turn heats the blood for physical purification, and burns away impurities in the nervous system as well. Long even breathing increases the internal fire and strengthens the nervous system in a controlled manner and at an even pace. When this fire is strengthened, our digestion, health and life span all increase.
Uneven inhalation and exhalation, or breathing too rapidly, will imbalance the beating of the heart, throwing off both the physical body and autonomic nervous system.
An important component of the breathing system is mula and uddiyana bandha. These are the anal and lower abdominal locks which seal in energy, give lightness, strength and health to the body, and help to build a strong internal fire. Without bandhas, breathing will not be correct, and the asanas will give no benefit. When mula bandha is perfect, mind control is automatic.

Thursday, September 20, 2012

Video: ThinkingAllowed interview with Prof. Dean Brown



"Prof. Dean Brown points out that most European languages can be traced back to a root language that is also related to Sanskrit - the sacred language of the ancient Vedic Hindu religions of India. Many English words actually have Sanskrit origins. Similarly, many Vedic religious concepts can also be found in Western culture. He discusses the fundamental idea of the Upanishads - that the essence of each individual, the atman, is identical to the whole universe, the principle of brahman. In this sense, the polytheistic traditions of India can be said to be monistic at their very core."

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Yoga Sutras: Samadhi Pada with Dr. M. A. Jayashree

"Chanting the Yoga Sutras has a two-fold benefit. Once you have begun studying the Yoga Sutras, memorization helps in recalling the appropriate sutra in times of doubt—whether you have a doubt about your own experience or you are down because your Ashtanga practice is not progressing well. The repeated browsing mentally of the sutras’ ambiance (manana), in a certain state of mental quietude, will help in getting a flash of the real meaning and also produce the “Aha” experience—perhaps we can call it a three-dimensional understanding. Chanting and memorizing is vital for our knowledge to become wisdom. Whatever texts you study, chanting reveals itself to you in time. It is a kind of tapas, where we bring the physical mind, the rational mind and the emotional mind to a single point. There, not just understanding, but revelation, happens!" 
-Dr. M. A. Jayashree
From "An interview with M.A. Jayashree", PhD. Integral Yoga Magazine. Spring 2010, pp. 33-4. (Transcribed by A. Jamison, 17 April 2011.)







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    Tuesday, September 18, 2012

    Yoga Sutras - Samadhi Pada

    1.1   atha yogānuśāsanam
    1.2   yogaścittavtti nirodha
    1.3   tadā draṣṭusvarūpe'vasthānam
    1.4   vttisārūpyamitaratra
    1.5   vttaya pañcatayya kliṣṭākliṣṭā
    1.6   pramāaviparyayavikalpanidrāsmtaya
    1.7   pratyakśānumānāgamā pramāāni
    1.8   viparyayo mithyājñānamatadrūpapratiṣṭham
    1.9   śabdajñānānupātī vastuśūnyo vikalpa
    1.10 abhāvapratyayālambanā vttirnidrā
    1.11 anubhūtaviayāsapramoasmti
    1.12 abhyāsavairāgyābhyā tannirodha
    1.13 tatra sthitau yatno'bhyāsa
    1.14 sa tu dīrghakālanairantaryasatkārāsevito dṛḍhabhūmi
    1.15 dṛṣṭānuśravikaviayavitṛṣṇasya vaśīkārasajā vairāgyam
    1.16 tatpara puruakhyāterguavaitṛṣṇyam
    1.17 vitarkavicārānandāsmitārūpānugamāt saprajñāta
    1.18 virāmapratyayābhyāsapūrva saskāraśeo 'nya
    1.19 bhavapratyayo videhapraktilayānām
    1.20 śraddhāvīryasmtisamādhiprajñāpūrvaka itareām
    1.21 tīvrasavegānāmāsanna
    1.22 mdumadhyādhimātratvāt tato'pi viśea
    1.23 īśvarapraidhānādvā
    1.24 kleśakarmavipākāśayairaparāmṛṣṭapuruaviśea īśvara
    1.25 tatra niratiśaya sarvajñabījam
    1.26 sa ea pūrveāmapi guru kālenānavacchedāt
    1.27 tasya vācaka praava
    1.28 tajjapastadarthabhāvanam
    1.29 tata pratyakcetanādhigamo'pyantarāyābhāvaśca
    1.30 vyādhistyānasaśaya pramādālasyāvirati bhrāntidarśanālabdha bhūmikatvānavasthitatvāni cittavikepāste 'ntarāyā
    1.31 dukhadaurmanasyagamejayatvaśvāsapraśvāsā vikepasahabhuva  
    1.32 tatpratiedhārthamekatattvābhyāsa  
    1.33 maitrīkaruāmuditopekāā sukhadukhapuyāpuya viayāā bhāvanātaścittaprasādanam
    1.34 pracchardanavidhāraābhyā vā prāasya  
    1.35 viayavatī vā pravttirutpannā manasa sthitinibandhinī  
    1.36 viśokā vā jyotimatī  
    1.37 vītarāgaviayam vā cittam
    1.38 svapnanidrājñānālambanam vā
    1.39 yathābhimatadhyānādvā
    1.40 paramāuparamamahattvānto asya vaśīkāra
    1.41 kīavtterabhijātasyeva maergrahītgrahaagrāhyeu tatsthatadañjanatā samāpatti
    1.42 tatra śabdārthajñānavikalpaisaṅkīrā savitarkā samāpatti 
    1.43 smtipariśuddhau svarūpaśūnyevārthamātranirbhāsā nirvitarkā  
    1.44 etayaiva savicārā nirvicārā ca sūkma viaya vyākhyātā  
    1.45 sūkmaviayatva cāliṅgaparyavasānam
    1.46 tā eva sabīja samādhi  
    1.47 nirvicāravaiśāradye 'adhyātmaprasāda
    1.48 ṛtabharā tatra prajñā  
    1.49 śrutānumānaprajñābhyāmanyaviayā viśeārthatvāt  
    1.50 tajja saskāro 'nyasaskārapratibandhī
    1.51 tasyāpi nirodhe sarvanirodhānnirbījasamādhi


    Monday, January 2, 2012

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    We'll learn the basics - alphabet, reading, writing.

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    Wednesday, October 27, 2010

    Ashtanga Yoga Opening Prayer

    वन्दे गुरूणां चरणारविन्दे
    सन्दर्शित स्वात्म सुखाव बोधे ।

    निःश्रेयसे जङ्गलिकायमाने
    संसार हालाहल मोहशांत्यै ॥

    आबाहु पुरुषाकारं
    शंखचक्रासि धारिणम् ।

    सहस्र शिरसं श्वेतं
    प्रणमामि पतञ्जलिम् ॥


    vande gurūṇāṁ caraṇāravinde
    sandarśita svātma sukhāva bodhe |

    niḥ śreyase jaṅgalikāyamāne
    saṁsāra hālāhala mohaśāṁtyai ||

    ābāhu puruṣākāraṁ
    śaṁkhacakrāsi dhāriṇam |

    sahasra śirasaṁ śvetaṁ
    praṇamāmi patañjalim ||


    I bow to the lotus feet of the Gurus
    The awakening happiness of one's own Self revealed,
    Beyond better, acting like the Jungle physician,
    Pacifying delusion, the poison of Samsara.

    Taking the form of a man to the shoulders,
    Holding a conch, a discus, and a sword,
    One thousand heads white,
    To Patanjali, I salute.


    From the KPJAYI website.
    Listen to Sri K. Pattabhi Jois chant the opening mantra.
    Read the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali online or get a translation.

    Monday, August 6, 2007

    Like learning how to fly

    In the words of Paul from New York, "India is beautiful, horrible, inspiring, confounding, and amazing."

    Last night, Alex, Nuno, David, La la (sp?), and I crammed in a rickshaw and went to the Mysore Palace (pictured) again. I didn't really feel like going. It wasn't the palace, I'm just usually not rea
    lly into things like that (the Rockefeller Tree during Christmas in New York, Christmas lights on houses [unless it is really really good and I'm slightly intoxicated], top of the Empire State Building, etc.). I went anyway. I just had a lot of things on my mind. This time, it was a lot less of looking at a bunch of light balls sucking electricity on a bu idling, and a lot more like something bright to stare at and zone out into a trance like state. There has been a bit of that over the last weekend.

    I haven't got a place to stay yet. I won't bore anyone with any of the details at the moment, but actually, I'm not as stressed out about it as I was before. Alex doesn't seem to hate me yet, we've worked out a good system for key exchange, I've come to peace with the feelings of uncertainty, and have embraced the thought that when a home is ready
    it will come. That said, this guy Brian gave me a couple of tips of houses he knew about, so when the rain stops, I'll go look. Finding an apartment feels a lot like speed dating.

    I had the worst sleep last night. We forgot to turn on the mosquito repeller, and the entire night we had mosquitoes buzzing about. I was up at least every hour slapping my face and trying to pull the covers over me (sheets in India are never the right size). When it was time to officially wake up, it was okay that I hadn't slept. I was happy to go to practice. I felt refreshed, and a little wired on the idea of it.

    My practice time is still 7am. I really think that is a good time, but everything we are doing is so intense and extreme that sometimes I feel like I want a super early time just for the challenge. A lot of people have left this week already. There were way less students than usual, but still there were many. In front of me was Gibran, to my right was little Nuno, behind me was big Nuno, and scattered around were other friends and acquaintances. It was really nice to be surrounded by all that energy. You see someone during the day. You see them interact, and walk, laugh, joke, and eat, and then you see them practice and its like they are possessed or in a trance or in a hypnotic state. It is amazing. So there I was practicing in the midst of all that. Really a good day of practice. Afterwards I felt so amped. When I did the teacher training with Mary Flinn, someone asked why she started practicing yoga. She said it was because it was the closest thing to learning how to fly.

    Breakfast at Tina's again. I've decided the toast with spinach and tomato chutney with the banana,soy, peanut smoothie is the right combination. I'm going to try to eat more like a boy in a vegan way to see if it help me get stronger in practice. It is so funny the things people get obsessed with here!

    Last night in the rickshaw back from the Palace, I rode with Fred the Swiss guy from Geneva. We were taking pictures of each other in the disco lighting that the driver had installed
    in his "pimped out" rickshaw. Very modern art. Anyway, he said that he was only staying for a month and that he thought that people start to go a little crazy here when they stay too long. Its not the first time I've heard that...

    I'm going with Elena to Sanskrit and chanting with Jayashree again today. Elena is from Milano, Italy. She is here with her teenage son for an entire year! He is attending an international school, she is practicin
    g yoga. She says that she wants him to have a greater experience of the world.

    So how it works wi
    th Jayashree's classes is you can really drop in whenever you want. You pay either by the week or by the month. All payments are by donation. The chanting starts at 4:30 and ends around 6pm. This is Monday through Thursday. Before that form 3:30-4:30, she might hold special classes on demand. For instance, last month she broke up the sutras so that we could identify the different words in order to teach to our students back home. This month, the focus is learning basic Sanskrit. I'm not sure what we'll be doing. Maybe writing in Devanagari. maybe learning sounds. She has a very open and fluid way of teaching, it just like of happens organically.


    In India, everyone has a puppy.




    Tuesday, July 24, 2007

    Inner tourism

    Shelli, Shoba, and I were walking past the main coconut stand after breakfast at Shakti House when Shelli noticed the massive pile of opened coconuts and used straws in a pile next to us. This pile was HUGE and it was definitely from about a day. People have a lot of coconuts here. She said something about how you would think they would separate the straws because they use the coconut shells for burning. Shoba, always the sage, said, "don't waste your energies thinking of this because it will never change." I found it to be such an intense statement for such a small thing to be commenting on, but she's right. Its all those little things that get us worked up and unhappy.

    It took me a while to get settled in New York. I feel like I have been trying to find myself here. Today I got a bit closer. Its like I'm here, but the other part of me is still jet lagged. But this morning, in practice, I could hear myself breathing, and I could feel a bit closer. Today at chanting at Dr. M.A. Jayashree's, I felt like BAM! Centered. I think usually practice does this. Yoga practice, I mean. You feel kind of scattered, and then you go to an asana class and then BAM there you are, and you leave feeling as one. But I've been practicing for a week, and I think it has been hard because I haven't been getting that. I know people say they are less distracted here than at home, but I had been feeling very distracted. Or maybe just different. Its such a different environment and it must have taken me a bit longer to get used to it. But today in practice I felt a bit closer and like I said, today and chanting, the hovering me slammed into the physical me, and BAM I was centered. Nice. I stopped being bothered by the little things.

    Usually for me, yoga practice does that, which is why it is nice to practice in the morning. I get centered right away, and I'm able to put the whole day into perspective. Looking back over the last week, its funny to read these blogs.

    I made lunch today for some of the students. At least I tried. I know it wasn't that impressive, but everyone was very nice and pretended they liked it. I made chili, but the pressure cooker didn't really cook the beans, so some of the beans were cooked, some not. I also made guacamole, but the avocados were a bit different than the ones in the states. They taste like the large green ones. Very buttery. In fact here, they call them "butter fruit". I tried to find nachos but had to settle on "spanish style" lays potato chips. The rice came out fine.

    Can you believe I got a copy of the new Harry Potter book? A fellow student, I-Ling, pre-ordered it at Ashok Book Shop and read it in a day. She let me borrow it and I just started. I fell asleep reading it last night and forgot to turn on my alarm. I awoke this morning to a crash. I saw the clock and it was 10 till! I figured that crashing sound must have been Elissa leaving for practice without me and that she must have thought that I was still sleeping. But when I looked outside, the gate was still closed, so I got dressed very quickly and knocked on her door. Return of the Dehli Belly. Poor Elissa got hit bad. Good thing she has a western shower because I don't think her bathing bucket will be of much use anymore.

    Today after Dr. M.A. Jayashree's for chanting, we walked toward Devaraj (sp?) road so Shelli and Alex could pick up some stuff. (Shelli had a duvee [sp?] cover and shams made from Saris and Alex is getting her nore pierced tomorrow, so she needed a ring.) On the way, we walked by BNS Iyengar's studio who teaches at the Patanjala Yoga Shala. Which, I think, is where Krishnamacharya used to teach. We snuck into the temple and spied on an Indian asana class. It was very cool.

    More back bending today with Sharath. He laughed at my feet again. Note to all: feet out in back bends is a VERY hard habit to break!

    As Guruji's birthday draws near, many students are flooding Mysore. Lino Miele was hanging out at the coconut stand. Shelli was hanging with David Swenson. Rolf was at the Green Market. Etc., etc. The led classes on Friday will probably be very crowded, but fun to watch. I hope they do a led second. that would be nice to watch. We have no classes Saturday-Tuesday. Saturday is a day off (unless you are with Saraswati). Another day is a moonday, the other celebration, and the last just because.

    PS-Any requests for bed coverings? I give you good price!





    Monday, July 23, 2007

    On practice and how not to make friends in India

    I was happily surprised to be feeling a lot better this morning. I decided it was OK to go to practice. Its funny. I'm finding myself kind of stressed out at practice, not like at home. First off, I don't get to pick what time I go. Then when you get there, you wait in the vestibule to be called to practice. "NEXT! 7:15." You look around to see if anyone else is before you than you run to go to the spot they called you for otherwise you hear "Next! 7:15." Or Sharath comes by and says "you come!" or "Why you fearing?" One doesn't get much contact with Sharath, so when he does talk to you, you don't want it to be like that. Then you run and you put down your mat. Don't even think about going to the dressing room first. Its mat first, period. Then, you put the rest of your stuff down in the dressing room.

    I don't feel like I'm doing my practice. Its hard letting go of all the hard work I did in New York. Its harder than I thought it would be--both physically and mentally. But I'm trying to let the teacher be the teacher. And anyway its not about the poses, right? But at the same time, you gear up your whole day for practice. That's why we're here.

    I was talking to some other students from Colombia this morning at the coconut stand about this. About how I get kind of stressed out in the room. How I can't hear myself breathe, etc, etc. We got to talking about how, in terms of poses, there really are no rules for who gets what, when. For instance, many people told me that for the first month you shouldn't expect anything. No adjustments until back bending if you do a "good" primary. A whole month like this. I feel like probably its better to come here as a beginner. You'd get more attention and feel like you're progressing. Other people say "oh, well they don't give poses on Thursdays", or you have to do drop backs to do second. But I've heard of people starting second after a week. Or Not getting anything for months. The students try to make these little rules, try to make sense out of how things are run so that we can all justify where we are. Its hard to let go of your practice and have to build it up again. Its a lot about letting go of ego and attachments. But its also about trust. Trust that they will stop you if you're doing something incorrectly. Trust that they can see when you are ready to progress. Trust that they won't drop you on your head.

    I've heard of a few people mentioning how they got injured in Mysore and how they wouldn't recommend going to the Shala because its just too crowded to get the attention that people need. But at the same time everyone keeps on coming back. we must be crazy.

    In practice, it was drop backs with Saraswati after primary again, and then off to the dressing room for finishing. I really blew it up pretty bad in there. The student next to me actually moved to another part of the room. Sorry. It really couldn't be helped, but it was very VERY bad.

    I signed up for a cooking class on Thursday at 1 at Tina's which will be fun. Tina's is a place that serves breakfast. I think she said we'd be doing dahl, roti, and stuffed eggplant. All of which, sound good to me. The price for this is, I think, 300 rupees. There is another cooking class the same day at 11 at Anu's. But they'll be doing dosas and I think I'll be happy to stay away from dosas for a little while.

    I took a shower at Shelli's place and was able to wash my hair. I find that I need a proper shower to be able to wash my hair. I can't just be going to the salon all the time. (Although that's what I did last time. They washed and brushed my hair for 150 rupees. It wasn't the greatest shampoo or conditioner though). Afterwards, I washed my laundry, which was much more eventful than I would have liked.

    Elissa and I live in a house ran by two women. The mother, who is old is called Amma, the daughter who is also quite old is called Yashoda. I fondly call them the "old spinsters". I asked Amma where I could wash my clothes and she started grabbing at them, which drove me crazy so I said "NO! Where is the washing stone so I can wash my clothes?" She pointed to it, but I noticed that the laundry buckets were already being used to soak other clothes. Oh well. I rolled up my pant legs to my knees and dumped my clothes under the tap. Amma came out a little while later to yell at me to turn off the tap and use the shower bucket from the bathroom. I kindly told her that there was no way I was going to be using that bucket for anything related to cleaning unless it is my body. A bit stubborn, I know. She gave up and went inside. She drives me crazy.

    In India there used to be a caste system. On the top were the Brahmins. Next came the warriors, followed by the merchants. Last were the minions, or "untouchables". Supposedly this is no longer in place, but it hasn't changed for everyone. For instance, someone told me that it is considered very rude to ask someone what their father does as this would allow you to place them in a caste. The other day, a little entrepreneur around 10 years old asked me if I was in need of a servant. Ningima, the maid at our house, eats her meals on the floor by Amma's feet like a dog. Amma sits at the table. They don't allow her into any of the bedrooms unless they are watching her. To me, its like, if you're going to be there watching, why don't you just do it yourself? But the old spinsters are afraid she'll steal things. In fact, they're afraid everyone will steal things. There is a drop gate on the front door, even.

    I must have almost given Amma a heart attack today as she watched me wash my clothes, with my pants rolled up to the knees, next to two workers fixing the cement in the garden. Her whole system of logic in the world must have been thrown completely off. I feel bad. I think she is confused, and doesn't speak much English, and I'm stubborn.

    Have you ever hand washed jeans? It is one of least enjoyable experiences there are. I keep looking outside to see if it will rain. Clouds have been hovering all day, but I really couldn't afford to go another day without washing. Clothes don't really dry here. It is hot, but not that hot, and supposedly its humid, but I don't really feel it. The point is, that I don't want all my hard work to go out the window if it rains! My clothes will never dry and they'll smell horrible, which they probably will anyway. You have to really have patience, and be able to let go.

    This afternoon I hope to start Sanskrit classes that are offered at the shala. Someone says they go at 5. I'm just going to show up and hope for the best. I know it sounds nerdy, but I'm kind of looking forward to homework.

    After that, I have big dreams of renting a TV/DVD unit for 100 rupees for the night. I really could watch a movie!

    Its hard. You find a balance at home in your life between practice, and play, between personal time, and public time. An now I have to renegotiate it all. *Sigh* It sounds like I'm doing a lot of complaining, but sometimes you just need to get things out. There's good stuff too, seriously!


    Sunday, July 22, 2007

    Dehli belly



    I spent the whole night in a fetal position groaning and moaning swallowing down nausea and hoping for diarrhea. My body ached, the boat was rocking, I was a mess. I knocked on Elissa's door to tell her I wouldn't be practicing today. There was no way. No way.
    After a few more hours of sleep, I called Alex and shuffled over to her house, which isn't far. I was sweating and nauseous, but figured that if I had to puke, outside was the best place. Plus, Alex has a squat toilet, which frankly, sounded like the cure. And a television, which cures anything.

    She fed me grapefruit seed extract, which if you haven't taken is awful. But apparently, you can use it as an antibacterial. It purifies water, cleans wounds, helps diarrhea, etc, etc. Try a couple of drops and you'll see. I had one bite of millet toast, but couldn't imagine eating much else. You know how when you get really sick to your stomach, you keep thinking back to the thing that you ate, and the thought of that thing is almost enough for you to lose your guts? Well I couldn't stop thinking of roadside family restaurants serving greasy dosas and chutneys. Semolina mush, cheese tortilla thinks, dosas, oh dosas. And a single flash of the one speck of sugar I ate on Chamundi Hill from the cave Swami. These images would flash and my stomach would turn and writing about this right now is making me hold my stomach and cover my mouth. But I'll do it for you, dear reader. I've even dug some flicks off the Internet. You've got the chapati, roti, dosa, and paper dosa. All super greasy. Our "house mom" said that you should eat them only once a week, not three times a day. But everyone else downs them with such vigor and enthusiasm that I didn't want to be left out. But from now on, I'm initiating a boycott. I don't eat gluten anyway, so why did I think this was a good idea?

    I feel a little better now, I mean, I was able to walk to Anu's for the net, which is a big leap. I'm not sure how I'll feel tomorrow, but I hope I feel well enough to practice. Some people at the Green Market (every Sunday, the Green Hotel holds a market with all organic produce and such) mentioned that they knew people with a 24 hour bug. Sounds like that could be it. Who knows. At least its not Malaria. I think. What are the symptoms?

    Tomorrow I'm also going to join the Sanskrit class, which sounds more like just chanting. Its with a professor Jayashri and it sounds lovely. I'm looking forward to doing something more meaningful than shopping.

    Tuesday, July 17, 2007

    First mysore class

    I woke up this morning at 1am absolutely convinced that I had slept to 4am. Nope. I laid in be and stared at the wall I slept over at my friend Alexandra's house again tonight because I couldn't be bothered to walk over to my new place. I went to practice and it was great.

    I did first series and didn't get an adjustment until back bending. I felt really light today which was nice and surprising considering the fact that I have been eating like a horse. My back felt ok today so I did three wheels and stood up. Sharath was standing right there. I think he does that for everyone so they don't run into the person in front of them if they lose control of their back bend. So anyway, I came up and said "oh, hi!". He smiled and said "hi" back. I turn into such a goofball when I practice. Drop backs felt good, which was really great and then drop backs with Sharath went well as also. He had me grab my ankles which I haven't been doing as Guy has been out of town and the person covering for him, Mark, hasn't been doing ankle grabbing yet with any of the students. I thought it would be weird going straight to it without doing second series stuff but actually it felt really good. I think I just needed a good stretch after not practicing that much and all the travel. He did tell me though that I had to fix my feet. I know I tell everyone this, and now you have to believe me that it is really bad to turn your feet out in back bends and it is a super hard habit to break.

    Here is a pic I found of someone doing ankle grabbing from the Internet (see above, right). And on the left is a highly illegal pic I found on someone's blog of a led class in 05. You can see how they pack them in there. In the very back you can see Sharath in the white t-shirt.

    After back bends, Sharath squishes you and then you pick up your mat and go to the dressing room/bathroom/locker room to do your finishing postures. When you walk in, to the left are restrooms, and to the right are some shelves and some floor space to do finishing postures. You can also go up the stairs to a little loft area where there is lockers and some floor space for finishing. I just laid on my back for a while, did my lotus's, and then rested for a while. Just trying to go easy (a little at least).

    In front of the shala, a guy parks his truck full of coconuts that he chops open and sells to yoga students for 10rs ($.10), although someone said they were actually only 7rs ($0.18), but I guess he just doesn't give change. He cuts off the top and gives you a straw and you drink out the water. Then, if you ask him to, he'll cut the coconut in half for you to scoop out the jelly. In NYC, I think you would call it "meat" because the inside can be quite tough sometimes. But, here everything is very fresh and the inside has the consistency of jelly.

    I had a harmonium lesson yesterday that was way too expensive at 450rs ($11.25). It was interesting. The guy was all over the place and I was trying desperately to keep up with the chanting. He kept telling me "higher! higher!" As my voice croaked and squeaked like a dying animal. At the same time he was placing my fingers on keys for me and texting someone on his cellphone. I'd like to buy a harmonium and take lessons. Sanskrit lessons at the Shala that start next week are only 700rs ($17). I think this is for two weeks, three days a week. This harmonium guy wanted 4500rs ($112.5) for ten 1/2 hour sessions. My rent only costs 6000rs ($150) for the month. So that said, I don't know why I would pay this guy so much money. I'll be doing the Sanskrit next week, and I think they have chanting too, so this week's mission is to find the harmonium and hopefully a teacher.

    For those of you wondering, I'm still brushing my teeth with bottled water. Haven't gotten sick either. More about the usage of the right versus left had in a later post.

    PS-Haven't seen Guruji yet. His birthday is next week.